By Michael Cannan
A boy’s enchanted youth in a coastal city at the Isle of guy – one among rabbit hunts, darkened church naves and classes in historical Viking background – is ready to vanish ceaselessly. Boyhood goals of soccer reputation are ditched for consuming pints with the boys on the neighborhood pool corridor; only the start of a descent into wretched self-destruction, smoking crack with homeless associates lower than London’s bridges, a risky cocktail of gear, bodybuilding and steroid use colliding with disastrous effects. whatever and every thing will finally be hired to quell an insatiable urge for food for self-loathing and denial.
Michael Cannan’s coming-of-age memoir, searching Concrete Lions, stands aside for its wry innocence, hilarity and unrelenting honesty. it's a portrait of early life misplaced – clean, bright and heartbreaking.
After leaving his liked Isle of guy, Michael is squandering his existence in a grim condominium at the outskirts of Auckland, New Zealand. an opportunity stumble upon with a former version will sweep him away to the sheer luxurious of California; a stroke of fine fortune that Michael in a timely fashion units out to ruin with one sordid escapade after one other around the Mexican border. ultimately, dealing with the reality of his addictions and devoted to enduring restoration, Michael unearths himself operating with a who’s who of Hollywood, merely to be repulsed by means of the decadence and empty supplies of repute and fortune.
Tragedy and comedy mix during this impossible to resist memoir, the destruction brought on by medicines and alcohol outdone basically through one man’s irrepressible will to live.
At customs, i finished for one final money. Heroin hid in a condom in my mouth; beta blockers; steroids; Ventolin, my asthmatic medicine; Klonopin, my blood strain drugs; Prozac and Seroxat, my anti-depressants; diazepam, oxazepam and lorazepam as tranquillizers; nitrazepam and zopiclone for napping relief; dihydrocodeine and Subutex, my opiate alternative, a 3 pack of Rogaine and a duplicate of Paul McKenna’s swap Your lifestyles in 7 Days.
—from looking Concrete Lions
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